I go to sleep everynight hoping that I don't wake up. And yet, I still wake.
I realized today that I cannot sleep with light and warmth contantly interrupting
me. Sleep is supposed to be a silent, peaceful, forgiving thing. I can sleep
forever in darkness and cold. I can embrace sleep in darkness and cold. But the
sun insists on rising everyday, and waking me up with discomfort and sweat.
The strongest nightmares are always accompanied with the stongest rays. The
hottest tears arre always accompanies by the hottest temperatures. I try to block
out the sun, but it never works, the heat only radiates more. My body is always
sore from shifting away from the merciless light and heat.