September 30/1999

What do you do when you don't care anymore? What do you do when you just aren't happy anymore? What do you do when you look into the mirror, and all you can see is someone you hate? What do you do when you all you feel is hate, and hurt, pain and sorrow? What do you do when you can't look into someone's eyes anymore? What do you do when you fell so sick, so worthless, so useless? What do you do when you you've lost all reasons to live? What do you do when you see life as only a place to suffer? What do you do when you want that simple escape, to stop feeling? I think about what to do. The only answer I come up with is to give up.