January 27/2000

Wishes do come true. But only if you take the chance. I never did. Hundreds of chances. hundreds of failures. He must have seen me give up. what's wrong with me? What do I really want? I'm not worth it though. I should stop hoping, shouldn't I? Cut away these ties. Cut away my heart. Was there ever a chance? But it was a chance that would never happen. Who am I kidding? Am I lying to myself? There's nothing to believe anymore.